d0 i l0ok like an engineer??

yah.. i'm g0ing 2 d0 a dipl0ma in engineering.. g0sh.. i d0nt want 2.. but.. it l0oks like, that's the 0nly option.. me bec0ming an engineer??? abis r... i'm sucks at drawing... i can't even build a m0del h0use right..p0tng karb0d pun kek0k2.. n the w0rst thing is.. i d0n even kn0w what is civil engineer.. h0w dumb am i??? tpy mummy says.. buatlah.. it's in demand n0w.. ayah says.. jangan tngk minat.. buat je.. civil engineer x ssah mne.. ha3... that's wat my parents said... dah nak gy mne?? f0rm 6??? i'm n0t g0nna wear schl unif0rm bck.. u kn0w.. this is wat happen. when u d0n hve an ambiti0n.. yah.. i hve interst.. but c0me on... interest je.. bkn nk wat keje... mampus r.. i'm s0 scared.. h0w if i d0 badly... 0MG!!!! help me!!!!